standing still

for some reason i feel like i am standing still while life is passing by. i feel so confused and out of it lately. yesterday was one of my best friend's birthday and i completly for got. i have been for getting a lot of things. i just feel so distant from the rest of the world. i have never been this lost. i have SAT coming up i am nervouse about my HSPA scores coming back and i and over flowing with theater homework. why can't life just be much simplier.