i feel........

i feel really sad. first my friend hasals me how i don't start conversations(that may sound weird, but i really don't) and she makes me feel like the person that i am is not good enough. i am not out spoken and for some reason i feel distant from every body else. then in theater class today trying on customs did not go so well, because i am not that skinny as most of the girls in theater. and i was insuled today my at least two people. but that is what i go through everyday.