lonely shadows

i change my blog agian. Now it to so random i change it because i don't have any thing specific to write so i will write about random things and if you can relate to it or you want to leave a comment then feel free to. today i am writing about wanting to shine:

have you ever felt like every one around you was getting every thing they want when it seem like they didn't deserve it, when you on the other hand works your but off to earn things and you never get. well i do and i often say to my self when is it gonna be my turn. i thought about this topic because at school(which is where i am now) i have these group of friends(may be associates)and it feels like every thing i do I'm competing against them because they get more awards and they're more like the cool kids in school(i have no clue how we became friends because i am like a nerdy geek and they are the cool geeks,weird, i know) so when ever we are together and their other friends come along it's like i get push to the side and i become invisible.

to sit and be surrounded by people who work hard and reap the benefits while you only get pushed into the shadows. until there is only so much you can take, when the shadows become cold and lonely. so i found a new set of friends they are the total opposite, they are weird strange more to them selves